Touch me. Touch me like you didn't touch me last night.

Previous installments include: The Crush Entry.
Also: The Parallel You Entry.
Also: The Memory You'll Never Lose Entry.
Also: The Fetish / Kink Entry.
Also: The Drug Entry

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I want to hear about you.

How do you identify?

Gay? Straight? Bi? Queer? Undecided? Chubby-chaser? Ass-man? Size queen? Latino-lover? Bear? Furry? (see what I did there?)

Are you a guy who only bangs girls or are you a guy who only bangs girls but occasionally gets an inexplicable desire to suck a dick?

Are you a woman who desperately wishes she liked other women sexually?

Are you a closeted gay man or a “college bisexual” woman?

Do you swing? Are you polyamorous? Polygamous? Monogamous? Omnigamous?

Do you have sexual feelings that you don’t voice, are scared to voice, would never voice?

Would you rather have oral than penetrative sex? Vice versa?

Are you trapped in something—a body, a relationship, a category—that offends you or holds you back?

Do you need to have something in particular happen or be present to really get to it?
What is sex to you, what is your sexuality to you?

What is sex to you, what is your sexuality to you?

I’ve always been fascinated with concepts of sexuality and the vast expanse of sexual desires and wants and needs, so lay yours out on the table, so to speak. All of it.

Me?

I'm queer.

I'm equally attracted to males and females and every notch in-between.

As some of you know, I despise looking in mirrors. I don’t like the way I look and I don’t ever look like what I look like in my head. It’s clear from my reflection that I’m male—facial structure, beard, et cetera—but I have a hard time thinking of myself as a “guy.” It’s insanely difficult to explain. I just feel like a person, you know? That my sexual organs include a penis sometimes feels secondary. I look at people as people. There's just some shit that I'll never be able to explain, even to myself.

I don’t have any particular body part—i.e. breasts, arms, ass—that I focus on when I look at people in a sexual way.
I like to think that there isn’t anything physical that automatically turns me off from people, but who knows?
I really like when girls dress like boys.
I really like when boys dress like girls.
Smiles turn me on.
Amateur porn does it for me about ten times more than the professional stuff.
Fake breasts usually scare me.
I don't care if you shave everything or nothing, but the latter is less-preferred.
Posthuman/cybernetic things are attractive to me.
I wish I looked good in drag. I recently discovered that I can pull some off, and it felt fantastic.
God DAMN I enjoy performing oral sex.
Some days I swish, some days I swagger.
There’s something about tight, non-meatmarket clothes, and any clothes that make you look happy and comfortable.
You are always sexier to me if you feel like you’re sexy, but don’t mistake arrogance and ego for confidence and that indefinable spark.

I’m always up for trying something new.

I think you're pretty.

If you have questions, ask away; I'll answer nearly everything.

So there you have some-but-not-all about me…

…what about YOU?

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Remember The Crush Entry?
Remember The Parallel You Entry?
Remember The Memory You'll Never Lose Entry?

Feel free to go back and look at them, even comment on them, but for now...

It's time for another one:

The other day I posted some pics about the giantess fetish and while the discussions in the entry got rather interesting, most interesting to me was that I got a reply from a giantess fetishest. I asked him if he could tell me more about it, and he detailed where he is certain his fetish developed. He was five and playing with metal cars with a 15 or 16 year-old girl...

"She played with a Jeep (she was the thief) and I had a Police Tin Car. So, it was summer, we were on the lawn...and I was sliding around on my stomach, presumably stimulating myself without knowing what I did. Her mother called her to get inside, as they wanted to leave, so she got up and went inside, stepping on my Police car and crushing it. Thinking about Pavlov, I guess I climaxed right then. She stood there for a few moments, then dug her fingers into the earth and pulled the wreck out. It was pancaked and had her foot smell on it...

Now imagine yourself being five years old and playing with a car. You do not play *with* the car, you imagine yourself inside it. And then there's this foot, the size of a small truck (yes, she had big feet, size 9 1/2) mashing your car like it wasn't even there, yes, actually pressing it into the ground.

And then you look up and see this beautiful girl (I didn't care about girls at age 5 of course, yet I think the image was etched into my mind) towering above you, smiling innocently and not comprehending what she just did to you... in more than the "you crushed my favoritest toy" meaning."   --- Alex

I'm always terrifically interested by fetishes, so getting this kind of response to my question was VERY interesting and VERY informative.

So here's my question for you:

What's your fetish?

Let me detail what I'm talking about here. If you're into heavy bondage, or giantesses, or golden showers, or any number of things that people commonly identify as fetishes, that's cool, but don't think that those are the only kinds of fetishes.

Are you may be far more interested in a woman's breasts than the average person?
Do you positively love men with hairy bodies?
Perhaps having hot wax poured on you is a vast turn-on?
Maybe you may like having people talk dirty to you?
Is humiliation a sexual thing to you?
Or is it something as simple as black hair?

I'm considering a fetish to be anything that turns YOU on and goes above and beyond "baseline" sexual attraction, i.e. "I like hot guys" or "I like to have sex with women."

Anything you like that really gets you going that you know probably wouldn't do the same for the person next to you is what we want to hear about.

And don't say "I don't have one." Trust me, you do. If you disagree, take some time to think...you'll find it.

You ready?

DISCUSS

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