benchilada ([personal profile] benchilada) wrote2004-09-09 10:38 pm

Nothing To Do With My Writing

Got my cat, Isis, back tonight.

Since we couldn’t afford driving an hour and a half to Purdue for a behavioral therapist for a long time, we had to get her front paws declawed.

I hate declawing, under any circumstances, but she has been lashing out so much…and we WILL NOT get rid of her.

So I cried when I dropped her off yesterday, and cried when we picked her up today.

She is wearing a pink bandage around her neck that will continue to distribute a narcotic into her system until Saturday morning.

She seems stoned and easily startled, and clearly does not understand.

Just because this was the only choice does *NOT* mean I have to like it, or myself for doing it.

benjamin

CURRENT MUSIC: “Unnatural City” by Kenji Kawai, PATLABOR 2 soundtrack
LAST MOVIE: Rewatched Lost in Translation with friend who hadn’t seen it, got halfway through A TALE OF TWO SISTERS, Korean film
that is scaring all the pee out of me. Will finish it tonight, in the middle of the night, in the dark.

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